MAN CONFUSES HIMSELF WITH GOD! NIHIL! NIHIL! NIHIL!
FUNNY PINNED INTRO

HIIII my name is spierce and i'm funny lil universe hopper :) i'm one of the cohosts in the initiova system! oc soulbond who's been here for about a decade nice to meet you 💕

i've been to a lot of universes which means i have a lot of different memories of different places! in particular i focus on ensemble stars, limbus company, and bungou stray dogs, but i've definitely been to a lot more!

other than that, i love duel monsters and rhythm games! kaiba is my rival and my boyfriend and i love him so so muches

bsd 119 is ruining my life

i just keep. thinking about that expression. there's a feeling of betrayal, almost? i know my fedya would never hurt me, but seeing him make that face, there's a deep melancholy in me that feels inescapable.

i wonder if i even showed myself to that other fyodor, or if i hid behind a mask, for fear of how he would see the real me. there's an author named william klassen who wrote a book called judas: friend or betrayer of jesus, and it makes me wonder about what sort of persona i would have taken on. masquerading myself like that, for the sake of rectifying my own mistake... it feels strange. i can't get rid of that melancholy.